My Ever Changing Paradox

Welcome to my unique blog! My name is Sean, and I'm diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression. I have been addicted to nicotine for 3 years but plan to quit In about a year. My top 3 favorite movies are Donnie Darko, Perks of Being A Wallflower, and Place Beyond The Pines. I'm a very free spirited person and I am very easy to get along with. I very much enjoy going on adventures with friends and seeing the Beauty of the outdoors on a sunny day. On my blog I mostly post or reblog quotes, psychedelic art, and drug culture related stuff. Quotes help me define my feelings, state of mind, thoughts, and so much more. My favorite drugs are LSD and MDMA. I have done a TON of drugs except for H, Shrooms, DMT, PCP, and Ketamine. If you ever have questions on anything involving drugs, feel free to ask me anonymously or publicly. My Kik is: thatcutekidsean and my Instagram is also: thatcutekidsean . Please let me know if your trying to follow me on Instagram because my profile is locked. You can let me know by sending me a question or fan mail just saying what your username is. Thank You for taking the time to read my bio or at least read the last lines haha. ✌

Reverly - Kings of Leon

What a night for a dance, you know I’m a dancing machine
With the fire in my bones
And the sweet taste of kerosene
I get lost in the night so high don’t wanna come down
To face the loss of the good thing that I have found
Woo hoo hoooo
Woo hoo hoooo
In the dark of the night I can hear you calling my name
With the hardest of hearts, I still feel full of pain
So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if your ever around
even though it was me who drove us right into the ground
See the time we shared it was precious to me
But all the while I was dreaming of revelry
Gonna run baby run like a stream down a mountainside
With the wind in my back I wont ever even bat an eye
Just know it was you all along that had a hold of my heart
But the demon in me was a best friend from the start
So the time we shared it was precious to me
All the while I was dreaming of revelry
Dreaming of revelry
And I told myself oh the way you go it rained so hard it felt like snow
Everything came tumbling down on me
In the back of the woods, in the dark of the night
Palest pale of the old moonlight
Everythings just felt so incomplete
Dreaming of revelry

My princess asked me what Heroin felt like to me?


And she’s not the first or last. I wrote about it during my peak of addiction is this is what I wrote.

I know for some people it’ll be hard ( especially those that never used before ) to understand so I’ll try and make it easier by what I mean cause I love using metaphors in my writing.